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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Im a loser. <:

Hi, Im a veryveryvery LOUSY & STUPID person. :D

Once again, millions of uncountable tears drop. A lot of things happened today, Im not planning to tell anyone or wad. Cos I jus want to keep it from myself. Perhaps only someone know, but she only know half of it.

Im very happy today. Cos tmr will be YES! Carnival, yay ! Prepared a lot of stuffs, like PINEAPPLE JAM, MANGO & STRAWBERRY PUDDING & AGARAGAR ! All is very delicious de food lorh. Everyone confirm will buy from us de ! :D Hope tmr will be a good day. HAHA !

And MY HOLIDAY HAS STARTED ! :D No need to see Mrs Ang for Maths lesson le ! Dun need to study, study & study le.

I hope tat person will go support me tmr. <:

Everyone has changed, sigh.


9:54 PM


Sunday, May 23, 2010

Happy 2nd Month ! I Miss You, Hehe. This Image Was Chosen Because The Girl Is Cute. :B

Friday,
Woke up as usual & reach sch as usual. Haha. Wasnt late at all. Hehe. Lesson as usual.

First period was Combine humanities, teacher didnt come. So all my class ppl were like slacking ? I went to play Fatin's iTouch. Hehe. :B Play Taptap & Ninja game. Den second period was chemistry, teacher continue teaching abt the double dot & cross diagram. So do & do & do. Aft tat is chinese, cos Nina didnt come sch, Gwen go overseas & Ellie went for girl guide thing. So went to sit wif Jiayi, slacking & talking. Den text Nina oso. Lucky teacher never see. Haha. Aft tat, recess went to taf. Maths lesson was like listening & writing notes until fall asleep. LOL. :\ I wait until left 10 mins den sleep de. When wake up, jus nice lesson end. LOL. Den continue to sleep until Ellie & Jiayi come find me. Went to canteen, cos today is dunno wad greenwave day. Den cant eat, so was like a little angry. Cos the juniors went to eat. Den they say they dunno tat guide blog wrote tat cant eat lunch today. LOL. x.x

Den wait until 1.30 den CCA. Fall in den went to canteen to eat tuna sandwich, hehe. Take foto tgt wif my patrol member and help other patrol to take foto. Den aft tat went to march. Den halfway, Mrs Loh called us. Den went to discuss carnival thingy. Aft tat, went to march until. Den have sec 3 somehow de talk, den exco said out PL de new patrol. I was chosen to Dove, and i have to leave Mynah. Yea, kinda upset. ): Aft tat write reflection den sing taps den went home. Took bus home tgt wif Stella. Reach home, bath den went to Imm wif parents. Kinda some things has happen, sigh. Dun want to say. Went home at around 9plus, reach home, wash clothes & text untill fall asleep.

To All My Dearest Patrol Member @ Mynah :
I think maybe i will not be ur patrol leader anymore le barh. But i still hope you all can continue to bond tgt and get tgt as a patrol. Even though, I have been ur patrol leader less den 3 times. But you guys are still very respecting me. So do respect ur next patrol leader too, which is Gwen. I will miss you guys lots de. So dun forget me, k. Saw me still must laugh & joke wif me k.

To Alison :
Be a good girl k. Dun care wad ur friends tell you tat girlguide is lousy or wadever shyt. Jus be happy tat you are in guides. We are a sisters & a family. So dun pon cca k. Cos i want you to love guides too. :D

To Carmen :
You are always the best patrol member in my heart tat doesnt mean tat others are lousy. It is jus tat you dun have to let ppl worry abt you too much. You are really very good at everything. Hope you can jiayous for everything you do & the position next year you want to achieve. <:

To Regine :
Even though you are good. But you are jus too shy to talk. You should talk more, if anything you dun like you can say it out. And so do talk more and dun have shy. Haha. :D

To Sec 1 in Mynah :
Do talk more and dun be shy. Cos if you are shy, it is very hard to talk to you guys de. Haha. But dun be too overhyperfriendly. LOL. Even though, we have been a family not too long. But i still enjoy being tgt wif you all. So do enjoying being in guides for ur next 3 - 4 years. :D


Today,
Woke up at 9.30, den replied Baby's msg. Aft tat, went to watch teevee. Slack until 11plus, den went to bath & wash clothes. Aft tat, use com for awhile den texted wif Baby. Actually he want to come fetch me de. But his dad said he want to send him to cube. Den i alone train-ed to cube. Sigh. Reached there around 2plus ? Den saw Innocence, Pim, Jiayi, Whiten & Ahheng. Say Hi to them. And hugged some ppl. Walk around cube, den saw a guy who i-know-who. Den texted Baby see whr him. Cos dunno whr he go. Aft he come den saw sam & kenny. Den blahblahblah. Den today is Dieheart's brithday so sam, kenny they all wanted to celebrate for her. Den was like slacking at cube de VIP there. Aft tat, cos too bored den walk around wif Baby. Saw tat i-know-who again, actually want to say Hi to him de. But he give me a very cb face, make me dun feel like saying Hi to him. I think he doesnt need to me to say Hi to him barh. x.x Aft tat, Rhythm having lp while Dieheart has already come. But she dun care jus continue to lp. Den aft tat, bought 3 hours tgt wif Baby. Den continue to play & play & play. Aft ppl came to give us, a piece of the birthday cake & ITS CHOCOLATE ! Wtfhzxc. I dun eat chocolate de. x.x Den played for abt 1 hours. Den went to eat lunch tgt wif baby. Actually wanted to throw away the cake, but Jianlong suddenly say i waste food. -_- Den forced myself to eat up the chocolate cake. LOL. Cos i dun eat chocolate de. x.x

Went to eat Mos burger tgt wif baby, hehe. Den aft tat, went back to cube to continue to play. Den something happen, blahblahblah. And im somehow no mood yea. Den aft tat cos time out le, den train-ed bugis to find Sam they all. Aft tat, Pim went home. Den we saw Ahfat ! Haha. Kinda shock to see him there. Den went to shop around den went to mac, sam & her ghey went to buy coke & fries. Aft tat, went to iluma to slack. Went to 7th floor, den sit at a corner. Saw whiten, kenny & SYM ppl ( Cos they having outing there ). Aft tat, played truth or dare. Den blahblahblah. At around 8.45pm, walked tgt wif baby until mrt station den train-ed red line home tgt wif him. End of the day.

To tat person who I think he really damn hate me nw :
Fyi, the problem why we break is because of you. Not me. You are the one who didnt text me for a week. Den aft tat, the first message you send me was a slient break up message. You are the one tat make my tears really drop. Aft breaking my heart, the next day you suddenly text me say tat im jus dreaming & you are jus joking. How can i take it when you had broke my heart & you say tat you are jus joking ?! If it is you, ur boyf/girlf suddenly didnt text you for a week, den the first message is a slient break up. COULD YOU TAKE IT ? Please larh, nobody can take it de k. I dunno whether will you see this post anot. But i still want to tell you this. It should not be you hating me, but its me hating you. So dun give me a stupid attitude when you see me next time. Thanks.

Will post foto tat is taken during guides soon. Perhaps tmr barh. <: Off to bed !


1:35 AM


Thursday, May 20, 2010

I Will Be Urs, Until The Day I No Longer Living In This World. <:

Tuesday,
Woke up at usual time. Reach sch on time, den assembly was abt Dr. Goh ? And sam, nina, wc & kw's public apology. Den went to class at 8plus, Combine humanities is kinda okok larh, cos took back results. Den have PE, kinda fun but always playing the same game which is handball. x.x Den chinese, teacher didnt come, so went to library to slack. Hehe. Recess, ate not much larh. Den aft tat is POA for 2 hours. x.x Was sleeping all the way. LOL ! Teacher need to call me for the second time den i wake up and do correction. Bad girl right ? :x Den aft tat, have lunch & slack den went for CCA. CCA was doing banner for green wave until abt 5. Den whole company march, den group march. Was kinda boring. :\ Cos sec 1 dunno how to march, den the group marching is mixed wif sec 1 & 3. Den they dunno, make us have to redo, redo & redo. Why they cant put sec 1 tgt, den teach them how to march. Den let the rest of us who know how to march go march. Aft tat, dismiss at 6. x.x Really very late, sigh. Den went to buy container for carnival, wif Ellie, Jiayi & Stella. Aft tat, ate dinner den went home.

Wednesday,
Woke up as usual, rush to sch & was on time. Hehe. :D First period, combine humaities. Teacher teaching topic abt Social Studies. x.x But time pass very fast, hehe. Den POA lesson, was doing assignment, kinda alittle blur. :\ Den english, get back paper 2 & doing correction. Recess time, went to take height & weight at hall. Dunno the weight machine got spoil anot, but my weight is 57.5kg. :DD Very happy, hehe.

Den ellie, jiayi & stella was telling me wad Mr Koh say during their physic lesson. Coke, is VERYVERY fat. French Fries, is SUPERSUPER fat. Den if want to drink coke, buy 2 mc chicken better. Cos it will be not tat fat ! :D And Macdonald is a fastfood restaurant, is will make ppl gain weight & be fat !

Aft tat is Maths lesson, was slacking all the way. Playing wif Saiwan. HAHA. Den assembly, is talk abt alot of thing. x.x Abt online safety. LOL. Aft tat, went back to class for CEP, Mr Lim called all the person who didnt pass up the forms, den they went out of the class to do 300 words reflection i think so. Mr Lim oso go out, see them do. Den ppl who pass up, was slacking inside the class. Hehe. Den i was playing wif Fatin's iTouch in the class. Mr Lim didnt saw, and only ppl who sit near me saw me playing. Hehe ! Den time pass very fast. Aft tat, went to find Jiayi & Ellie. Walked to canteen, den Ellie & her sister wait for their father to take them to airport. While me & jiayi ate in sch, den take bus home. Went to Imm to buy some straws den went home. Den at night my nephews come to my house. They so cute lorh.

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Younger Brother. <:

Elder Brother. <:
More In Facebook. <:

Today,
Woke up at 6.56 which is super late ! Was rushing to sch & walked to library there to take bus. Saw fatin, she oso wake up late. LOL. Den texted Yanling & Darren. Reach sch on time, den stand at the corridor outside Home economic's room. Cos was raining. Den went back to class tgt wif Fatin, saw Kumar, he say I walk until very slow like laoahma. ): Den i say, you reach ur floor le leh. I still have one more storey to go. Aft tat, chinese lesson. Thank for ellie & jiayi waiting for me. Hehe. :D Den slacking for the whole chinese lesson. LOL. :\ Den english lesson, do corrections again. x.x And check marks. Aft tat, chemistry. Teacher teaching the double dot & cross diagram for the electrons ? Recess kinda okok, went to find Mrs Loh, to take SANA badge & cert. Aft tat, went to library to slack. Den went to canteen to buy bread & drink, den went back to class. CEP, Mr Nathan didnt come again. Was playing around wif Saiwan, Fatin, Cheryl & Ritchell. Den maths lesson, the whole lesson i seriously dunno wad im doing ! LOL. I was like counting my MYE marks over 600. Haha. But still pass, hehe. Aft tat is physic, kinda concentrate. Aft learning the notes, den teacher let us play. Den was playing wif saiwan. Den we hit one another until both hand red. LOL. AFt tat, went to Jiayi & Ellie's class. Den went to eat lunch tgt, aft tat saw Stella, she say she going to pon Sexually Education Programme. x.x Sigh. Den at 2.55 went to tat lesson. Was like damn fun ? LOL. And the person who is talking oso very funny. Haha. Den saw alot of videos & fotos. Some is very bian tai de. Den Ellie at there, cover her eyes here & there. The talk end at 4plus, den take bus home tgt wif Ellie, Jiayi & Karthika. Have a very good day today. :D

Sigh, tmr is going to have CCA. x.x Until 6 somemore, roar. But left 2 more days. <3 Hehe. :D Manage to control my emotions nwadays. Before someone take me for counselling. But someone who I know, she like having depression like tat. x.x I think her emotions are getting more worse & worse. Wad to do to help her ? Pull her to see counsellor ? But i think if i pull her go, ltr she cfm cry one. She damn scare to see her lorh. x.x Tell me wad to do to help her !


11:06 PM


Monday, May 17, 2010

Seeing this, I become more happy le. <:

So yea, something happen ytd. Kinda upset & cried. But aft tat, i think positive le. Decided to be happy not sad, cos relationship doesnt last, but friendship do last long. Hehe. :D And continue to do the thing tat should be continue even though it has ended. Once again, we followed the plan tat we has planned when we are tgt. Back again to the first place, his my brother & im his sister. Texted Yanling until 12plus, den fall asleep le. :\

Woke up at 7plus today, kinda late. Cos raining den the wind blow damn cold lorh. Hehe. Den prepare & off to sch. Reached sch on time. Hehe. Even though the traffic is kinda jam, thanks to the rain. Reached sch, assembly. Assembly is abt a very sad story. A guy in our sch had died last thurs. His story was very touched. Cried alittle. :\ Den teachers & students went up to the stage there to share thier thoughts. Mrs Loh tok until damn touched. :\ Aft tat, Mr Rafeek called some names. And my name is inside too. x.x When to find him, aft tat went back to class.

POA -> English -> Recess -> Maths -> Physic -> CommonTest -> Detention

POA is kinda okok. Got back my results. Got 79%, sigh. Lousy die. ): Aft tat, english. Continue to watch the video tat havent finish. Recess, slack inside class tgt wif Sufiqa & Yuxin. Eat almond, thanks to sufiqa ! <3 Maths lesson is kinda okok. Cos have Ms Koh/Mrs Chin, but in the end i fell asleep. :x Den physic slacking all the way. LOL. :\ Aft tat common test, Mrs Lau come in. Den slacking all the way, and playing wif Fatin's iTouch. :B Den aft tat, went to canteen. Saw Stella, Jiayi, Ellie, Nina, Samuel, Glenn & Kianhong, they all going to Jurong point, sigh. Only left me in sch. ): Cos need to go for detention. x.x Aft tat, went to detention. Wrote 2 compo, 500 words. x.x But was the first one to leave, hehe. Teacher say tat if I late again she will ask me to write compo, 1000 words until 6pm. LOLOL. Aft tat, take bus home. Texted wif Yanling & Brother. Hehe.

Was toking wif Ellie jus nw on fone. She told me alot of stuffs. Den she oso said tat when i tgt wif him, I didnt be tat emotional le. She asked me whether im okay anot, but im already very fine nw. Cos even break le, oso still can be friends de mah. Im trying to think positive in my thoughts nw le. Quitting my emotional. <:

Tmr CCA is going to start. Omg ! -Yawns. Hope tmr's cca will not be too boring barh. x.x


10:18 PM


Sunday, May 16, 2010

Hi, Im giving you my heart. <:

Went out wif Kengwee, Wencang & co ytd. HAHA ! To celebrate Kengwee's birthday. :D
Woke up at 8am plus ytd. Seriously, im very tired. But i cant sleep. ): So woke up, watch teevee, wash clothes & blahblahblah to make time pass faster. 11, went to meet Kengwee & Wencang. Train-ed to city hall & went to mac to buy $1 coke & walked to Suntec. Kengwee showed me & Wencang, a lot list of names tat ppl he is going to invite. But only 6 come. LOL. :\ When reach, went to their fav place to play. Which is MaxTune. x.x I at there watch until going to die. LOL ! Aft tat, Weihao come. And went to dunno wad shop, saw domo. <3 And Kengwee at there, watch the naruto rings until very long. Den decided to buy 2, but the rings are too big for him. LOL. Aft tat, went to mummum lunch and went to mac again to buy $1 coke. Den walked to irc. Play at there for 3hours. Play until half, Leslie came. Played wif us. Aft tat, saw Lengkiat(?). LOL. :\ Stm his name liao. All the guys are playing not Counter strike den is L4D2. But like Kengwee, Leslie, Lengkiat(?), Wencang have play audi. While me is play like audi only. Aft tat, Kengwee, Weihao & Wencang wanted to go Boon lay there play pool. Den walked to city hall mrt, den Wencang found out tat he lose his wallet. Den when we walked back, he at there kpkb-ing. LOL. Walked back to irc. Den he went to find, using his phone camera. Using video wif flash. Den he went to us the counter den the counter ppl have kept his wallet. Cos have alot of kids inside irc. Den walked out to irc, Wencang jiu nothing to say le. They train-ed to Boon lay to play pool, while I train-ed to Cube.

Went to cube saw Whiten & he say to Sam tat the fish come liao. LOLOL ! Den went in to cube, saw kinda a lot of ppl. Chatted outside wif a lot of ppl.
Total People Tat I Saw Are : Whiten, Sam, Sam's Audi Cpl, Pim, Pim's friend, ~Inncoence~, AhHeng, Clara, Jianlong, Ahtiing & alot of ppl. Hehe.
While chatting outside, ~Innocence~ ask me a qns. Yea, not planning to post it. <: Aft tat, at there slack for awhile. Den heard tat cube upstair got police. Caught abt 50 ppl. Aft tat, dad call & went back home tgt wif Jianlong. Had a good chat tgt wif him in the train. Chat abt his cpl, chat abt my cpl. Den blahblahblah.

Today, woke up at 9plus. Watched doreamon den went to Imm to eat mac, tgt wif my parents. Kinda okok, when I was walked to Imm wif my parents. Aft tat, when was buying food, waiting for the food. My mother give me a very sux attitude. :\ Dunno how to explain. Aft tat, sat down & ate my breakfast. I ate hotcakes wif sauages, sauages muffin wif egg, hashbrown & a milo ice milo. My mother say i very pro. LOL. And tat's why i gain weight. ._. Aft tat, went to shop. And went to giant to buy some stuffs. The q was like really very long. LOL. Aft tat, went to buy things. While mum went to see cds. Went to mac to buy oreo mcflurry when going home. Saw Benjamin, he say tat dun eat too much oreo mcflurry ltr become so fat. Den i say tat i not like him, drink milkshake den he got nothing to say liao. :B Aft, Dad told me tat Mum say tat Benjamin is my boyf, i was like damn shock and wtfhzxc. Walked home, reach home. Saw aunt & cousin, they came to give us wedding invitation. Den aft tat Great granduncle come tgt wif his family for awhile den they went home.

Viewing my facebook nw, saw wad she posted at his wall. I really dun understand wad she mean. I want to know, but i dun dare to comment. Cos wad she posted is abt me.


4:19 PM


Friday, May 14, 2010

Listen to my heartbeats, its beating fast cos i have you. <:

Today should be a lot of fun day ! Although something has happen.


Woke up at 6.40, rush to sch as usual. Reach sch on time. :D Assembly was kinda boring. :\ Cos NPCC day den here blahblahblah there blahblahblah. Aft tat, still have talk abt Bullying by Mr. Nathan. x.x Aft tat went to meet Mr Lim, for some forms den went back to class. Lesson as usual. x.x


Combined Humanities -> Chemisty -> Chinese -> Recess -> Maths


Get back combined humanities marks le. F9, i fail, as usual. x.x Chemistry is kinda okok, get back paper 2 de results, F9 again. -_- Checked & do corrections. Aft tat is chinese, had oral & do chinese paper 2 corrections. And teacher tell us the marks for our oral. Recess is okok larh, ate something. Eating food makes me happy. LOL ! Maths is really damn cmi, x.x Jiahong, Zherong, Steve, ZhengXiang, they skipped it. I think so. And Mr Lim was kinda angry wif them. x.x


Aft sch, went to eat lunch in canteen den went to fairprice to buy ingredients for making jelly for Yes! Carnival. Was waiting for Ellie at popular for abt 45 mins ? In the end, they come to my house. Seriously, im damn happy tat they come to my house. Cos everytime when i go home, the house was really damn alone. x.x Wad im doing is jus facing the 4 walls. Did agaragar & mango pudding. First try of agaragar fail, second time pass. :D Mango pudding first time was really damn sucessful.


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Aft tat, Jiayi went to lakeside to find her mother. While Gwen & Stella planning out the price to sell it. Aft tat, Stella went to boon lay shopping centre to find the container, den go home. Gwen went home to pack her stuffs, she is going to fly tmr ! Haha.

Kinda upset nw, i really dunno why im so emotional. x.x Cpl help solo tag hearts should be a happy thing wad. Why am I upset when he tell me he is solo tagging hearts. I really dunno wad im thinking abt. x.x But i think being a cpl, should tag hearts tgt mah. If not will make the another half tired. I really damn hate myself for making spoil my com, if not i will be tagging hearts wif him nw. Im a lousy girlf, yes i am. Suddenly, millions of thoughts are in my mind nw. x.x I hate myself. x.x FAILURE, tat's wad i am should be.

Nevermind, i should be happy & sleep earlier. Tmr going out wif Kengwee & co, should be. Go celebrate his birthday. HAHA. I wonder who will go tmr. LOL. Because of him, i decided not to go cube tmr.

Once again, tears drops.


11:11 PM


Thursday, May 13, 2010

Love Is A Qns Mark & Ans Have To Find It By Ur Own Self. <:

Happy Birthday To KengWee ! :D

Firstly, have to thank you for letting me to know you. (LOL, I dunno wad im typing. :\) Secondly, thanks for last yr, which is Cube Cube Cube. LOL. Thirdly, I not timid to pierce larh. Cos didnt pierce before mah, so will kena scare de. I think you first time pierce oso like tat de mah. :\ Fourth, Faster find a girlf larh. :B Fifth, See me must say Hi hor. Senior must say Hi to Junior first de mah. :B Lastly, Jiayous for ur 'N' lvl exam & hope you can pass it wif flying colour. Hehe. <:

Woke up as usual, x.x Kinda late always. Den prepare while to interchange. Saw Karthika, Nina & Samuel, so took the same bus as them to sch. I wasnt LATE, but ON TIME. :D Hehe. Assembly halfway, Mr Lim asked me, Flight delay again arh ? Den i say No. LOL.


Chinese -> English -> Chemistry -> Recess -> CEP -> Maths -> Physics


Chinese today is kinda okok larh, get back paper 1 & 2. My paper 2 totally screw up. x.x


I CANT FAIL MY CHINESE OR MY PARENTS WILL KILL

ME !


I dun want. -_-


Aft tat, went back to class for eng, Mr Li let us watch video again. Blahblahblah. Aft tat, is chemistry. Teacher mark Section A only, jus pass. x.x I think I will still fail in the end, because of my Section B & C. Aft she go through Section A, she let us slack. :DDDD Den went to recess, when the bell rang. Kinda eat alot. LOL. Going to gain a lot of fats liao. :\ Aft tat, is CEP. As usual, Mr Nathan didnt come in. Sit wif Fatin & Saiwan. Was playing Fatin's iTouch ! HAHA ! Wanted to steal it from her. :B But sadly, didnt manage. LOL ! Aft tat, Maths. Fug, teacher give out paper 1 & 2. Once again, i FAIL. Should be going back to sch for mastery test during June holiday barh. x.x Aft tat, Physic. x.x Teacher give out paper. And ya, i FAIL. So many subject fail. Aft tat, ended sch quite early. Ate in sch tgt wif Ellie, Gwen & Jiayi. Aft tat, went home tgt.

I think Im a FAILURE.

My parents think tat i will fail & retain. I think will barh. Im giving up on myself liao.

Tmr will be having chinese oral & maybe get back Combine Humanities paper ? If i fail my Chum, i think is can go die liao larh. x.x Sigh. Kinda piss off wif everything nw. No point of regretting nw. Cos MYE has already pass. Wad i had done, has already been marked. I dunno why but im somehow worry aft my MYE has ended. LOL.

I decided to buy a domo for Dylan. Muhahahaha ! Cos i know he want. Cos he is as cute as domo. LOL ! :B

Once again, im in luv wif Lady Gaga. :B Changed facebook name again to : CrystalSmiley Gagazxc. LOL ! By tmr jiu will change hao le barh. <:

Gwen is going to Perth, Thailand, Cambodia & Vietnam le. ): She bu yao me liao. -Sobsob. She is going from this month de 15th until dunno when. But she must come back hor. Dun dump me. ):

To Someone You-Know-Who :
I Miss You, Very Much. ): Wo hao xiang ni ah !


9:05 PM


Wednesday, May 12, 2010


At Last ! Exam & Nightmares


Are OVERR !

Woke up late today, once again. I guess im really very tired barh. Haha. Rush to sch, and i was early ! But, i FORGET to rmb my tie ! ): Mr Lim wrote down my name, wtfhzxc. Den aft tat, went to hall.

Chemistry today to me is really damn kinda easy !

Cos i got study. :B

POA is kinda okok larh. But i think my qns 2 de account, i got one wrong. ): Upset upset upset.

Aft tat, went to Tradehub tgt wif Ellie, Jiayi, Gwen & Stella ! <3 Hehe. Wanted to eat Sakae Sushi, but the tea time buffet start at 3. Wtfhzxc. Den took bus to Imm. Hehe. Ate pepperlunch, everyone ate chicken pepper rice wif cheese, only stella, ate chicken pepper rice wif egg. LOL ! Saw Nina & Samuel while eating, haha. Aft tat, went to popular to walk. In the end, we walked abt 1 hours. LOL ! Kinda long. Den aft tat went to daiso. Walked for awhile. Den went to see COUPLE RINGS, *Scream* Ellie say if someone buy couple ring for her, she will marry the guy. LOL ! Den i say i buy for Ellie, den i forget wad she say le. LOL. :\ Den i tell her, if someone buy for me. I will love die the person & marry him. :B But must engrave names. :D Aft tat, went home. <:

Lesson will continue as usual tmr, sigh. Wo bu yao ! I want go home early. ): And nw, i wonder when can i get my com back. x.x Ppl are kpkb-ing me again, and so ya. Baibai. <: Kinda bad mood nw. I cant play audi, keep on have ppl texting. Say having chitchat in audi, do go find him. x.x Sighsighsigh.


7:53 PM


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Way To Be Happy. <:

Be happy, hehe. <:

Tell yourself this. ^^

Got piss off by my parents ytd. Both of them keep on asking me how had i done for my maths. Den keep on saying tat i fail. Den my father say IF I FAIL, I DUN NEED STUDY LIAO. Kinda upset. Hais. The reason dun need to study cos im a LOUSY DAUGHTER tat will make them very paiseh if i fail and retain next day.


I Know Im STUPID But Do They


Have To Like Tat Say Until They


Really Breaks My Heart ?


Studied physics den when to iron my uniform. Kinda have a thought of iron my hand. I think im really very dumb. Haha ! Den texted Darren daddy until he fell asleep.

Woke up at 6.48 today. Damn late can ?! Wtfhzxc. Den replied msg. Saw karthika in interchange den went to sch today. Was late, sigh. Me & her both late for 4th time. LOL ! Going to be send for detention soon, sigh. Den went straight to hall to have physics exam.


Today's exam is really kinda very easy. LOL !


-Pray, I want to pass science !
Nw left chem & POA exam which is tmr.


EXAM WILL BE ENDING

TMR ! YAY !


Time fly so fast, weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ And tmr Baby going to start his exam tmr. I end he start, LOL. But his exam end at friday ! Means sat can go out wif him le. <3 Hehe. I have started to prepare for 2nd month's present le. Hehe. :B

This month, idk why im so busy. Cousin's babies 1 month need to go, Cousin wedding need to go. LOL. So many stuff to do. HAHA ! But I so jealous, my cousin give birth babies tat are so cute. LOL !

I Love My Nephews ! C:

I think aft tmr, i will have a good sleep le barh. No more stress, no more nightmares, no more homeworks, no more worries ! :B

And lastly, I LOVE DOMOKUN ! <3


Learning how to draw domo. :3



4:25 PM


Monday, May 10, 2010


o9o510 :
Woke up at early in the morning around 8+ ? Cos have a dream tat is weird. Texted wif Baby &Darren Daddy. Brushed teeth den while went to watch teevee. Wait for parents to wake up. <:

Aft they woke up, went down to have our breakfast. Den aft tat, went home, watch teevee for awhile den kena give my mother scold. Cos my room very messy. x.x Den clean my room, aft tat i start to have flu. I think maybe my room too many dusts le barh. Haha. Den went to bath, den went to my cousin's house to visit my two nephews. :D Her babies are really damn small lorh. Like dolldoll like tat. :x I dun dare to hug them. LOL. But played wif them. Hehe. Aft tat, train-ed to West mall, pei my mama go exchange cd. Cos He's Beautiful 4th disc cant be watch. x.x Aft tat, train-ed to Woodlands, Casueway point. It started to rain, and the rain is super big de lorh. x.x Den went to eat pastamania tgt wif my parents. Aft tat, went to shopping while my father went to go buy his stuffs. Den met him back again, went to find clothes for me to wear. :B Cos cousin going to have wedding soon, tried alot and bought one only. Haha. Aft tat, went to pasar malam. Den train-ed home. Reach home, bath-ed & iron clothes. Den ask baby to call me. Den revise maths & chat wif him until 11+. Den go orhorh liao.

10o510 :
Woke up at 648. Seriously it is super late, LOL. :\ Den faster go prepare, den went to sch. Met fatin in the bus den walk to sch tgt. Not late at all, hehe. But was asked to stand at the parade square for flag-rising. Den walked up to class. Aft tat, revise a little maths for awhile den went down to hall for exam.

Had my Paper 1, i do it damn concentrate. Concentrate until my correction tape fly. LOLOL ! Cos hand slippery. :\ Den aft tat went to canteen to revise maths again. Paper 2, really screw up. I dunno why, i kinda cant concentrate den i really feel like giving up hope on maths le. x.x

Aft tat, pei Jiayi, Ellie & Gwen go class take their dunno wad book. Den Jiayi went to find her mother, Ellie & me take bus 143 tgt wif karthika go home. Aft reach le interchange le, den went to Imm. Wanted to buy mac, but suddenly think of tat i forget to take my mama's thing. So walk back to Central to take it. Den walk to Imm again to buy mac. When leaving, yinghan text-ed me. Den walked back to find him & kwoktung. They so rich seh, eat fish & co. Bo treat me lorh. :\ Den walked back home.

MYE Exam Will Be End In 2 More Days !
*Screams*

Kinda upset nw, saw wad he wrote on fb while chatting wif Gwen on phone. I dunno why, but i feel damn upset & wanted to cry. I think maybe she know tat i wanted to cry. So she hang-ed up the phone. And asked me to think positive. Thanks !

Currently reading stuffs abt shag bands. I dunno tat shag bands are so dangerous  nowadays.

Shag bands come in all different colors. If someone snaps or breaks the Shag band then the person who snapped it has to do what the shag band means with the person who is wearing it...

e.g. if I snapped a black band (sex) with my friend I would have to have sex with them:
Basically If you snap a shag band, then you have to shag the person that was wearing it when you snapped it.

NOTE- This is a game and you should Never Ever do anything you don't want to do- Making someone perform a sexual act against their will is ILLEGAL!

There are many different meanings to the colors of Shag bands, but these are the most popular ones:

  • Yellow - kiss (no tongues)
  • Black - full on sex  
  • Pink - hickey (love bite)
  • Orange - hug
  • Purple - tongues kiss
  • White - flash
  • Red - rainbow kiss/lapdance
  • Blue - oral
  • Brown - toss the salad ( look it up )
  • Green - fingering/ blow job
  • Clear/glittery - w/e the snapper's wants  
  • Gold - guy chooses
  • Silver - Girl chooses  
  • Glittery/colour - whatever the snapper wants & what the colour means.
  • e.g. Glittery purple - whatever the snapper wants & tongues kiss x

  •  Black - Sex  
  • Blue - Blow Job
  • Pink - French kiss
  • Yellow - Big Hug
  • Purple - Pucker
  • Clear - Snappers Choice
  • Green - Fingering
  • Turqoise- Flash
  • Glow in the Dark - Sex Toys
  • Glitter - Girls Choice
  • Indigo - Hand Job & Blow Job
  • Orange - Flash
  • White - Cuddle Red - lapdance
  • Silver - all in a row
  • Multi-coloured - Marridge, sex, and baby 

  • Black- Sex
  • Blue- Blow job
  • Pink- Flash tits or penis
  • Yellow- Hug, Big Hug
  • Purple- Kiss
  • Clear- Whatever the snapper wants
  • Green- Hand job
  • Brown- Toss my salad
  • Glow in the dark- SEX TOYS
  • Any glitter- Girl chooses
  • Silver(Gray)- OUTDOOR SEX
  • Light Blue- Anal
  • Light pink- hug and kiss
  • Light green- Oral sex
  • Gold- All of the above and (my fave) tongue in vagina
  • Orange- virgin
  • Clear - W/e snapper wants

  •  White - Make Babies
  • Orange/Purple - Kiss / blow job
  • Green - Oral/fingering
  • Blue - Get off/Snogging
  • Red - Lap dance
  • Pink - Hickey/Lovebite
  • Black - Shag/sex
  • Robin's egg blue - Frenchkiss

  • Yellow - hug
  • Pink - hickey
  • Orange - snog
  • Purple - kiss a partner of either sex
  • Red - lap dance
  • Green - oral sex on a girl
  • Clear - "whatever the snapper wants"
  • Blue - oral sex on a guy
  • Black - "missionary" sex
  • White - flash
  • Glittery Yellow - hugging and kissing
  • Glittery Pink - flash
  • Glittery Purple - French (open mouth) kiss
  • Glittery Blue - anal sex
  • Glittery Green - "69" (mutual oral sex)
  • Glittery Clear - "feel up" or touch any body part they want
  • Glittery red- a threesome
  • Glittery orange - finger a girl
  • Glittery black - rough sex
  • Glittery white - strip dance
  • Glittery clear - give a handjob
Credit By WikiAnswers. <:


6:05 PM


Saturday, May 8, 2010

This is for you. <3

This few days busying watching He's beautiful. Hehe. This show is the best show ever. Cos this show is the show tat i drop most tears. HAHA !

I Love Dai Jang Keun-Suk/Hwang Tae-Kyung & Park Shin-Hye/Go Mi-Nyu. <3
BUT I LOVE A.N.JELL MOST ! <3





I Love His Smile. Omgzxc !



o6o510 :
Mostly studying for my combine humanities. Took alot of hours to write finish my SS notes. x.x

o7o510 :
SS Paper is kinda okok. But for History Paper,

I TOTALLY SCREW ITZXC ! ):

Hate dai myself. D:

o8o510 :
I lied, once again. I really damn hate myself to lie. I want to be a honest person, hehe.
Went to cube today. Saw Sam, Sherrise, Whiten, Kenny, Ahheng, Staziel, Grace, Clara, Jianlong, Jiayi, ~GongDaiMe~ & lots of ppl. Reached there at 2.30 den saw Sam & Whiten. Give Sam hughug. :B Den went to find Sherrise, SHE HIDING FROM ME. LOL ! But I can still see her. :B Den buy com for 2 hours. Den alot of things happen. Blahblahblah. Den Sherrise & Sam went to kbox. LOL, they so rich siol. HAHA! Den play com for awhile Staizel call me, she find me. LOL, den say Hi to her. She say she very jealous tat i have cpl ring. Den i tell her go find one & marry. Hehe. Den she say her boyf sleeping like pig nw. LOL. :\ Aft tat, abt 445 went home. Reach home before 6. <:

Pray, hope my mama bring me go shopping tmr. Hehe. I want to buy new clothes, new bags & new shoes. <3 :B Going to create a musicplayer ltr, put all my fav He's beautiful song. <3

I want to go pierce, eeks. Going on tues, perhaps ? Hehe. I want 3rd piercing on my right ear. <3 I want helix & tragus piercing. :B

Helix Piercing

 
Tragus Piercing

To you :
Baby, wad happen ? Why ur fone tio confiscated ? o.o I miss you damn lots lorh. ): I dunno why, w/o you texting me or calling me. I really feel damn worry & feel like crying. I really love you lots. <3

I Miss My Boyf Damn Lots,

Hope he will see it.


8:35 PM


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

 Th SmileyPill Tat Make Me Smile Everyday
Is You. <3

Went to sch as usual. But woke up @ 653. x.x Super late lorh, because of my laziness to wake up. LOLOL ! :\ Den faster chiong to sch, walked to lib there de bus stop. Reach sch on time, but i was sweating all the way until assembly ended. LOL. Damn hot. x.x

Combined Humanities -> POA -> Chemistry -> Recess -> Maths -> CEP -> Assembly -> Popular -> Home.

Combined Humanities is kinda okok today, cher let us choose do SS or History. I chose SS, cos i need more improvement on my SS. It is kinda okok larh, wrote abt Reward for Work & Work for Reward. Wrote half a page of foolscape. Hehe. Aft tat is POA, cher give us something she so called "Mock test" but is an assignment lai de. But didnt do it finish, but handed it up aft assembly. :> Actually it should be english lesson but changed it to chemistry. Did the class test & cher praised us tat we are very fast today, as we sat down quickly & ready for the test. Hehe. Aft tat she go through last term de class test. Recess is kinda okok larh. :> Blahblahblah. Maths is okok oso, did alot of revision nowadays. CEP is okok larh. Kena give Mr Lim caught changing seat in class. :\ Den went to q-up to go to com lab. Jiahong de helix(if im not wrong) pirecing kena give Mr Lim caught, i think he jus pirece it ytd de barh. Den Mr Lim ask him to take out, it is damn fcuking pain de lorh. Den jiahong say He is enjoying the pain. LOLOL ! Damn funny larh him. Den go com lab do ecareers den off to assembly. Sherrilyn went up to me, cos her leg injure, den kena help her out. :> The whole assembly, i wasnt listening at all. LOL. :x Busy toking to friends & doing to POA work. Aft assembly, ate lunch wif Ellie, Gwen & Jiayi. And take 143 to interchange. Den aft tat pei Jiayi go top up her ezlink, den ellie & jiayi went home. While i went to popular to buy foolscape & post-it notepack. Saw Kesh & his girlf, hehe. They dating at popular, den his girlf called me stella. LOLOLOL ! Den kesh say no larh, she is Crystal. Damn cute larh them. Den said goodbye to him & went to buy my stuff. Aft buying, went to buy blueberry ice blended & went home. Went home, watched show. My mother jus bought de, He's beautiful. I watched until damn excited lorh. Hehe. End of my day le. :>

I love dai my dearest lanlan & lanlan's owner, Dylan. <3 Hehe.

Luvdiethem ! :D

Foto taken today. <3
Things to do today. Haha !





Inside there it wrote :
"I love you, Happy mother's day."
Done by: Amelina. <:





The show tat im watching today. <3

Lastly :

 
I want to buy this golden bag !!!
20 Bucks, Saving money nw. x.x

I dunno why but i really feel very tired nowadays. x.x
Really damn sian lorh. x.x
Less den 2 days to MYE start again.
Which is SS & History. x.x Stress dai le larh.
But lucky i have you, my dearest smileypill.
You make me smile, make me happy everyday.
I want to have you forever & forever.
I want to be urs forever. I hope i can.
iloveyou. <3


10:28 PM


Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Credit @ Photobucket.

Woke up at 6.30 which is like damn late le. Den faster prepare den take bus to sch. Reached interchange on time before the bus go. And it is damn super squeezey de lorh. Reached sch on time, hehe. And brought lanlan to sch today. <:

Assembly -> Combined Humanities -> PE -> Chinese -> Recess -> POA -> Chem -> Ellie's house -> Home.

Assembly is kinda okok. Sitting behind & slacking tgt wif Stella & Nina. Chatting around. Den went to class for lesson. Combined humanities is totally like damn boring, was like praying tat time will past faster. :x Pe lesson is okok larh. Playing & slacking around as Mr Lim went to take the 2.4km retest for the ppl who fail. Aft tat, went to buy milo. Den was kena by Mr Vilau, den he ask me to tell the class to stay back during recess cos alot of ppl go buy. But i dun care, i didnt tell. LOL. :x Went for chinese, totally slacking ! Hehe, cos teacher give 1/3 of the class oral. Den have to wait for thurs for mine. Recess time was like playing hide-and-seek, cos if let Mr Vilau see me i cfm will die. Den Mr Vilau's PE class de students kena called to go HE room. Den me & gwen went back to class. Aft tat is 2 hours of POA, okok larh. Fall asleep abt the last 45 min of the lesson. Aft tat, is chem remdial. Lots of ppl ran away. LOL. Den teacher come, go through worksheet den ended the remdial. Went to buy food from canteen den went to Ellie's house. <: Went to her house to slack, mummum & watch phobia2. LOL ! As i was using Ellie's lappy, didnt watch the show but everytime i turn my head around i will saw the most scare part. LOL ! Aft tat, 4pm went home tgt. <:

Seriously, i think im going to fall sick soon. x.x Having flu since afternoon until nw. And nw having headache. I want to be health ! <:

I dun want to live le, father & grandma keep on kbkp. x.x I really dunno wad to do. I jus dun want to care abt my grandma but cant. I really damn tired le. Wo hao lei le, zhen de hao lei. Once again, tears dropped. Hais. I really damn upset, i dunno why. Perhaps i think too much le barh. x.x

Seriously, i wonder why you are curious abt wad tricia tell me in fb.
You dun need tat curious, as she jus tell me to last long only.
Wad are you worry abt ?
I can feel tat you are kinda worry abt wad she tell me. x.x
I love you, lots & lots.
You are the one & only person, im thinking abt everyday everynight.
Luvdieyou, <3


10:14 PM


Monday, May 3, 2010

I miss you. ): Damn much !

Credit @ Photobucket. <:

Went Out Wif My Boyf Today ! <:

Cant sleep ytd night. LOL ! Woke up @ 4.44am, 6.30+am den wait until 7am cant tahan liao jiu wake up. Watching teevee until 9am den go pompom & text Baby. He overslept, haha. But nevermind, we meet 1 hour ltr.


Damn funny lorh. I text Baby, i reaching soon. Den he went down to the control service there wait for me. While I went up to the platform. LOLOL ! Den ask him come up. :\


Cube -> Plaza Sing -> Cube -> Plaza Sing -> Dinner -> Home


Aft tat, went to cube. Bought 5 hours tgt wif Baby. Den the com whr we are playing beside us are very noisy. My side << ppl are playing L4D2 & Dota ?! Den Baby behind de ppl are play L4D2 & Dota oso ?! Damn noisy de lorh. Den we on audi until veryvery loud. Hehe. Den lots of thingy happen. Blahblahblah.


Den around 1pm or 2pm+, friends come.
Totally saw -> Ahheng, Alvin(VinVin), VinVin's Friend, Grace, Sherrise, Clara, ~GongDaiMe~, LiJun(Fiance), Jiayi(Keigi), Cheryl(Crazylicious), Moka & lots of ppl more.


I got moody because of a stupid girl. Everyone got bad mood, all because of her. x.x Den Baby keep on asking wad happen, (Cos i got moody not because of tat oso another reason. :\) Den Sherrise keep on saying she PMS. LOL ! Damn funny lorh. x.x


Den aft tat, went to eat chicken rice wif Sherrise, Jiayi, Clara, Baby, Ahheng, Grace & Dunno who. :\ Aft tat, went to take red line pei Baby go home. When reaching Sembawang soon, is like dun bear to let him go. ): Hugged him, (But actually wanted to give him a goodbye kiss de, but i too humji. LOL !) Aft he alight, den text wif him. Reach home, watch channel 8 show while texting wif Baby. Aft tat, fall asleep until 9pm. :\


Time to orhorh le. Tmr have chinese oral. Wtfhzxc ! Cfm fail de. x.x Nightnight. :D

Seriously, i dunno why. Im kinda scare of wad happen to Junhui & Jiayi, will happen to me & him. Perhaps im jus anyhow thinking barh. I had already trying to think positive, but i still dunno why sometimes i will still suddenly think negative. :\ But i still hope wont end, cos my love to you is really very deep very deep. My dearest sillybaby, imissyoulots & iloveyou. <3


10:39 PM


Sunday, May 2, 2010

Credit @ Photobucket. <:

Woke up at 6 today. Den reply msg & fell asleep again. :x Woke up at 9. Brush teeth, den text wif darren while watching teevee. He keep on calling me his dear. LOL ! But i told him i attached le. x.x Den watch doraemon aft tat went to study for a while. <:

Aft studying, wait for mom to wake up. Den went to house downstair to eat breakfast + lunch. Aft buying the food. Dad tell me have a girl wearing mac uniform & carrying pink colour ink bag, & her hair is short. I knew tat is stella den faster run to find her. I called her before she cross the zebra cross. Den chat wif her. Poor thing larh her, sunday family day still have to go work. x.x

Aft tat, went to market. Saw ShiYuan, im damn fcuking shock to see him can. Den i told mom, aft tat he say Hi. Den i say Hi back. Den mom tok to him. HAHA. Aft tat, he chat wif me for awhile Asking me whether did i still contact Winnie anot. I feel very upset, cos i didnt contact her le. ): Aft tat, went to walk around the market. Saw a bag tat is make of jeans ! Mom actually want to buy for me de, but tat lady anyhow give a price (Cos there is no price tag). She said 30 bucks, den my mother ask her 28 bucks can anot. Den she like cant like tat. Den my mom decided not to buy. But nevermind its okay to me de larh. & Went to buy some stuff den went home. And texting 3 person all the way until I reach home. LOL !

Went home den do nose mask cos too many black pores le. >< Den nw, whole family orhorh-ing. Only me not. :B Cos im not a pigpig. Haha. Currently facebook-ing. My facebook is like kinda hang ? Cos too many notifications. LOL !

Im so happy, tmr going out wif baby. <: Once again, cube. LOL ! I wonder when can i get my com back, hais. :\ I miss my audi. And i want to download the new audi patcher ! Roar.

Back to facebook ~


3:59 PM